If I Loved You





(Brad) You

(Barbara) Hmmm?

(Brad) Are you trying to get me to marry you?

(Barbara) Oh no!

(Brad) Well, then what's put it into my head?
You are different all right.  I can't think of what it is.
You look up at me with that little kid face like you trusted me.
 yeah, I wonder what it would be like.

(Barbara) What?

(Brad) Nothing, I know what it would be like. Awful!

(Barbara) Awful?

(Brad) I can just see myself.
Kind of scrawny and pale picking at my food and love sick like
any other guy. I'd throw away my sweater and dress up like a dude in
a dickey and a collar and a tie. If I loved you.

(Barbara) But you don't.

(Brad) No, I don't
But somehow I can see just exactly how I'd be.

If I loved you
time and again I would try to say
all I'd  want you to know.

If I loved you
words wouldn't come in an easy way
round in circles I'd go.
Longing to tell you but afraid and shy
I 'd let my golden chances pass me by.

Soon you'd leave me
off you would go in the mist of day.
Never, never to know
how I loved you,
if I loved you.
 


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